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Like pure unawaited Magic

by Atman

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1.
From the vacuum I appear because in vacuum I dwell My place: the astral space my vibrations, through time and thoughts reach Atman what gives up material life to my Passages…
2.
And as the Magic flowed into me I felt eternal eternal in Heart, eternal in Soul It inspired me and guided me It separated me from my person from that ignorant being that only sees one path as false as his reason Suicide was my death cause and memory of my person remained there in some Flower, in some Heart I knew the Kingdoms of Darkness of Happiness and Plenitude and of each of these I learned what I now preach from my throne: -Nothing material… will be real for me -Never will any being… be superior to me -Nobody will be landlord… of my own energy -No field of attraction… will possess my Soul -I’ll fight against fanaticism… with hate and without pity -The character of my person… shall nevermore exist -My hate towards humanity… shall forever prevail -My greatest wish shall be… to have existed never For my body of flesh doesn’t exist now and no longer depends upon its life Now indeed, I know Plenitude and there I’ll stay For my Soul is strong now and depends not upon the Heart Now indeed, I’ll remain in Weightlessness for all Eternity Free, free from all Free, free forever
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Beauty it existeth not Beauty is to be expressed Beauty reflected contains de Ego of the Heart One Beauty is seen by some eyes other eyes may see a different one Beauty it existeth not ‘tis only the reflections of the Heart Beauty is a force emitted and perceived Beautiful or Beautiless is only a matter of the Heart ‘tis only simple immaterial connexions The human being knoweth how to perceive one Beauty full of appearance and void of Heart Only few of them emit the Ego of their Heart Only few of them can tell Beautiful from Beautiless My eyes are filled with horror of beings so despicable putting Beauty to the measure as if it had been matter Through fortune or through fate Beauty is measured out and the measuring is done by those that have it not Oftentimes a lovely Soul Showeth not what it possesseth Oftentimes an evil Heart Shows what it possesseth not Look at thy Heart Look at my Heart Look at thy Face Look at my Face … nothing that thou seeth is more real than a Dream…
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-I’m Poetry, I give thee birth -I’m Passion and thou wouldst not exist without me -I’ Poetry for I express my Passions I’m Passion for I feel thy Poetry And so began the tale that a minstrel told and that now it plesseth me to tell There was Love betwixt them but they were kept asunder Hate there was betwixt them too but they were ever joined Twas a joust twixt Poetry and Passion Twas a battle twixt Poetry and Hate Though Poetry with Passion filled him and Passion filled him with Poetry from the centuries most remote they rode the winding paths that met and crossed and joined and broke away like lives of men The beauty of Love inspired Poetry The whisperings of Pleasure incited Passion Terror, Mystery, Unrest and Pain were matched against Tenderness, Love, Desire and Link When the act had been fulfilled inside the Kingdom of Cruelty When they met and knew each other they became connected and exploded And in that sea immense thousands of stars did fall that with their radiance illuminated the Aura of people and made them to be Poets Poets that wrote with Passion Poets that sang with Passion For without them knowing and in their own sky Poetry had joined Passion Passion had joined Poetry Inseparable union out of mankind’s reach and of those beings they believe in and they call gods and for whom they witlessly do kill -Oh! Powerful an pleasing essence -Oh! Soul of fire touch my sensitivity -Come into me and make me feel -Give me thy Magic and make me fly And so it was that day by day the link betwixt Poetry and Passion gave life to a few humans called Sensitive People Music and Poetry they did write feeling, loving and knowing Immortalizing their feelings through the profoundest Art From the centuries most remote they rode and winding paths that upon a time did meet to be parted nevermore The Flames of Terror set Poetry ablaze The Groans of Pain gave to Passion life
5.
Feeling, fruit of the void you were existing energy within me You never were outside nobody created you From my life you were born and with it too you disappeared I felt you when you became real when certain vibrations set you ablaze But you were mine, nobody created you There is no Feeling universal from one being to another to be propagated or spread There’s only a tiny similarity among an infinity of Souls that make excuses for their Feeling and show it with a Personification and a mythification of an inner Feeling of a rotten human being
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Fire of my Heart alight though unquenchable Like pure unawaited Magic it came upon me thus And in a merest Moment that may well be an Eternity a spell was cast on me and showed me what I was capable of giving Days to smile upon, of magic, love and desire gave to my life a turn created an image in my being that still hurts me to remember feelings of such a depth Even yonder side of death are with me still Omitse’t, nrete se ut a srev ne roma uem le! Neither hours, nor minutes nor seconds did I wish to be separated from that treasure that I possessed within my Heart Always within my head like an obsession Always within my head as my own self Soon the good to bad did turn and of the beauty of it nothing remains I was unimpassioned by life nor death had hope to offer I thought that at the close when or lives would have and end within Weightlessness we’d wait for one another to love each other in Eternity But this is not a carnal paradise nor of desire in disguise Here love does not exist nor even less the flesh This is the Plenitude of Reflection here orgasm is disembodied and eternal Lovely Remembrances of Love and of Passion will follow thee through your life and through your death They are a part of you for you have created them for you have loved them for you have kept them No, no, no, nooooooooooooooo I want to break away from such Remembrances of pain I know it all mere flesh to be but in the centre of my Heart it still oppresses me and hurts
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Martyrs, Blasphemizers and the Sick fruits of thy collective madness murderous legends and passions without reason Inferior beings that before thy ignorance adore a god that giveth thee the strength to survive Living in a full material plane that every day weareth the way Thy ignorance maketh blood to flow Children of the Flesh Swine! what fault was it of mine that in no god I did believe Consecrated temples loaded down with gold Open the doors for the world show thy hidden library prove that god does not exist and that everything is a farce Blaze a trail within thy brains draw learning from within thyselves come to know the Astral Plane come to know there is no god Starving Scabs! Rot in the hell created by thy souls ‘cause catch me thou shall not I’m outside I’m out of thy reach Thy faith is thy prison and defeat I, from here, will put and end to the foulness of religion Swine!
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My Imagination forever took me to dwell upon that World where nothingness is all and out of nothingness emerges all where there are no shapes or colours where for you it is all grey where the five senses of human beings are as absurd as their own existence I knew that in that World there was no need for all of that And in it I did know that Souls were formed levitated and connected with each other bathing in the flowing energy that they themselves emitted In that World I wanted to belong and cease to be human I wished to be as perfect as those Souls never to disappear Those that ignore I did hate that proud of their material plane lived wallowing in other ruin not a crumb of their Imagination using Imagination to express their Feelings Imagination to express their Magic Imagination to express their Ego Imagination to express their Art I hated, hated those that ignored that Art is the strength of the Mind and those that made out of it unclean transactions But day and night I wept when I felt that my own brain was unprepared to connect to that World A World without You, Imagination A World without You Is Consternation But now I’m here on an Immaterial Plane Suicide did cause my death and now I know that my Dreams were true Hardly can one who never lived a Dream get to the place that I inhabit nor feel Plenitude nor feel Ingravidness nor feel Eternity Dreaming alive is necessary wrong is he who disbelieves in other Dimension and who before a god does kneel Open your Minds and enter Art form part of it and be illuminated by Passion and Poetry creating from one day to another from one night to the next what your repressed Heart demands A World without You, Imagination A World without You is Consternation Otherwise thou shall never reach me, egoless beings Otherwise on the material plane thou shall remain
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a being, a world a moment, an eternity a thought, an energy an expression, a creation a pleasure, an orgasm a path, a knowledge an error, a belief a decision, a suicide a misunderstanding, a being

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released October 10, 1996

New Gotia / Requiem Records 001

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